85%

I am at 85% with just about everything - and, I don't like it. I'm not just good - I'm great. So, for me to be at 85% that means I am doing too much. BUT, how do I reduce the load when I'm doing everything I like!

OR, is 85% ok? Do I have to always be 100%?

This is something I have to figure out - I have to feel good about my "good" work and it not being "excellent"!

I did our taxes for 2008 and I wonder how we even survived 2008 financially! Seriously, things were tough but on paper - they were much tougher than I thought.
WOW.

BUT, I am taking our taxes to get a nearly free membership to the YMCA for the entire family! I am going to put Cleshawn and Alize on there - so, that we can all go to the pool and do activities.

We are doing the landmark forum seminar this weekend. I'm sure I'll have some posts about the forum. It is Fri, Sat, Sun 9 am to 10 pm each day. It is essentially a self help seminar about living authentically and honestly with self and those around you.

I need this. We need this. I am happy we are doing this together.

This is what I'm nervous about - discovering things in my concious that I'm unaware of.