Today I work half days and still the compressed work day is not motivating me to be focused. Usually, no matter what ... I can be focused at work! BUT, why aren't I this week? I don't get it. I must have many things on my mind because my mind is running wild. I keep have stupid dreams like .... going to work and realizing I didn't put a bra on. So stupid, huh? I keep chasing this and/or that in my dreams too. They are the kind of dreams that you want to go back to sleep just to get back into the dream and finish it.
HHHHMMMMMMMMMMMM..... maybe I got something there ... chasing and the need to finish. Sounds like my quest in life -- always trying to attain something - everything.
I will get everything done at work it's just that I'm not pushing through as fast as usual. What is so odd ... it's most of my team feeling the same. Maybe after the rough hours and stress we've had in this last round of "refi" boom and an upcoming one ... we having a mental check out/break.
Well, I have like 9 more deals to get done and start a new one and then tell someone they have been denied. I hate the you are denied phone call ... it seems like I'm the one with the power but really I am just the messenger.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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